Salem, I think you are teasing me. Every link is a closed group. Therefore, any who are interested in your first posting have nowhere to go to continue a possible journey with you.
Perhaps you should step back and think about what you wish to share with the world (and this e-teaching community) and then how it can best be done. Your heart seems set on a worthy goal but your ability to communicate it is falling short.
Still wishing you the best,