Ruku, you are a young man with a great and compassionate heart. I like these attributes.
Historically you have established a reputation for following your heart but not for being able to follow through with your heartfelt commitments. This is natural for youth and to a degree is OK. However, to gain respect and acceptance of your voice within a community you should carefully consider making some contingencies for your continuing circumstances. Not the least of which is your unique health issues. Perhaps something as simple as associating with one other person who can assist and/or cover for you if you cannot make a class that you create.
Your friend and fellow Punker
George